A poor boy loved a rich girl. One day the boy proposed her. Then the girl said, "listen! your monthly salary is my daily hand expenses. Should I be involved with you? How could you thought that? I will never love you. So, forget me 'n get engaged with
someone else of your level."
But somehow the boy could not forget her so easily. 10 years later. One day they became face to face in a shopping center. The lady
said, "Hey! you! How are you? Now I'm married. Do you know how much is my husband's salary? Rs. 2 lac per month! Can you imagine? 'n he is also very smart."
The guy's eyes got wet with tear by hearing those words. After few minutes her husband came before the lady could say something to the guy, her husband started to say by seeing the guy. "Sir! You here? Meet my wife." Then he said to her wife, "I'm going to assist a project of sir, which is of Rs. 200 crore. 'n do u know a fact? Sir loved a girl but he didn't get her. That's why still he is unmarried. How much lucky the girl was. Isn't it? Now a days who can love like that way?"
Life is not so short. So, don't be so proud of yourself and damn others. ..
Situations change with time. Every
one should respect other's love.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Fail to succeed
"I sensed a failure again... I'm glad, that it has been my best friend since very long. Wowwie, I've a great friend :) ^_^ who never leaves me! Challenging!"
"Hi Pavan, good morning. Seems that you woke up so early." said my mom on one fine day.
"Yes mom, can I get a cuppa coffee?"
"Oh sure, your dad is in puja still, you have this, I'll prepare another for him."- said my mom.
Took the coffee cup and I was on the sofa glarring at the early morning Sun rays falling directly in to our hall. I was glarring at the floor and my mind knows what was cooking with my brain. Have you ever wondered, when your mind is subtle, your thoughts might not take a queue shape. It was something similar which was going on with me. It was like, people rushing for their seat in a bus which is already full with passengers.
Most of the times, I ask question to myself, what on this earth is making my brain so populated for which I get no response. How absurd it would be if a day starts with multiple choice questions in your mind for which you know no answer but asked to shoot your best to compete with this competing world. Surprised for a moment. Then I caught up some idea which stroke my brain and all senses poked me all of a sudden. An idea, may be a project, may be a dream gave wings to my senses. All of a sudden I was feeling as light as a Helium baloon floating in the air.
The idea or probably you can call it an experience which made me to realize the world and what it needs. To develop that, the technical knowledge which I've earned through my B.Tech degree was no way related. So, I had to choose an institute which taught the subject. I joined the institute and dedicated three full months solely to learn the course. I successfully completed the course.
Here, I would like to tell you an analogy. There was a man who wanted to meet his friend. To meet him, he has to hire a bus to his place. Now, it is obvious that, he can not teleport himself as shown in X-MEN evolutions to travel from one place to other. So, there should be some source through which you can acheive what you wanted. No source is free. To use a particular source, you need to enervate (which could be anything right from money to energy) sometimes in order to use energy, you need to put in some energy. It is just that, you need to have money to buy the ticket to travel from one place to the other.
Let me make things fall in picture. Source here referred to an organization with which I dreamt of working with. Ticket here meant the entrance exam put by the organization for it to know that I am capable of working with them. The friend here, only meant my goal.
Yes, now things to be falling right. After a three month struggle, I wrote up the exam. After a weeks time, results were declared. GUESS WHAT? I failed!
:-/ I saw the darkest part of life. I was hearing myself calling loser. Though the definiteness in preparation has been thoroughly exhaustive, still I couldn't key in. I took lot time to realize I was still thinking about the same.
Nothing in this world has come to me in just a spark or without dying for that. This also has taken the same shape.
The dream of mine, has not yet died. It is still waiting for me to reach it. I believe in me, though this world calls me a loser, I've faith in me. I always wonder, why would companies test you on areas in which you still are novice. Technically, the exam was meant for a fresher like me, but practically, an experienced person can handle the paper with ease. I wrote the paper with good confidence. I realized all that I've prepared stroke me some or the other place in the paper. I narrowly missed the chance to get a call for the interview. I was all set prepared with abstract of the project, which I wanted to share with the company, not explaining the whole part though, but all effort went in vain.
I'm not asking for sympathy or condolence.
Company had its written paper and previous records of students who cracked the exam. Among students who took the exam, there were freshers as well as experienced and based on some algorithm, the evaluator has counted and kept the minimum cut off mark as 49.0 (had previous/ last year's top rankers percentile etc). I got 38.0 and this route no.11 has taken my fate away.
ROUTE No.11- what could this mean?
Is it something like, should I get this product on my own?
Like, if you don't have bus facilty, should it be assumed that, there should be your own transport ( your two legs) to carry you till your dream. Though the process is very slow compared to fastest travelling bus, it how ever makes you reach your target.
May be can I assume that, god want's me to achieve this on my own without support from that organzation just because I couldn't clear it, since I had no ticket to travel with that.
May be, though the result is slow and process is tedious, I would know the effort put in. There's a saying, "the more you feel the pain today, the more happy you will become tomorrow once it is cured."
I have to walk till my legs bleed and since my everlasting dream is to meet my dearest goal without leaving my dearest friend (FAILURE) which has been a motivator, a teacher, a mentor throught my life till date and is also continuing on with me on this journey, making me more stronger morally and technically.
YES! I CAN WALK TO WIN.
"Hi Pavan, good morning. Seems that you woke up so early." said my mom on one fine day.
"Yes mom, can I get a cuppa coffee?"
"Oh sure, your dad is in puja still, you have this, I'll prepare another for him."- said my mom.
Took the coffee cup and I was on the sofa glarring at the early morning Sun rays falling directly in to our hall. I was glarring at the floor and my mind knows what was cooking with my brain. Have you ever wondered, when your mind is subtle, your thoughts might not take a queue shape. It was something similar which was going on with me. It was like, people rushing for their seat in a bus which is already full with passengers.
Most of the times, I ask question to myself, what on this earth is making my brain so populated for which I get no response. How absurd it would be if a day starts with multiple choice questions in your mind for which you know no answer but asked to shoot your best to compete with this competing world. Surprised for a moment. Then I caught up some idea which stroke my brain and all senses poked me all of a sudden. An idea, may be a project, may be a dream gave wings to my senses. All of a sudden I was feeling as light as a Helium baloon floating in the air.
The idea or probably you can call it an experience which made me to realize the world and what it needs. To develop that, the technical knowledge which I've earned through my B.Tech degree was no way related. So, I had to choose an institute which taught the subject. I joined the institute and dedicated three full months solely to learn the course. I successfully completed the course.
Here, I would like to tell you an analogy. There was a man who wanted to meet his friend. To meet him, he has to hire a bus to his place. Now, it is obvious that, he can not teleport himself as shown in X-MEN evolutions to travel from one place to other. So, there should be some source through which you can acheive what you wanted. No source is free. To use a particular source, you need to enervate (which could be anything right from money to energy) sometimes in order to use energy, you need to put in some energy. It is just that, you need to have money to buy the ticket to travel from one place to the other.
Let me make things fall in picture. Source here referred to an organization with which I dreamt of working with. Ticket here meant the entrance exam put by the organization for it to know that I am capable of working with them. The friend here, only meant my goal.
Yes, now things to be falling right. After a three month struggle, I wrote up the exam. After a weeks time, results were declared. GUESS WHAT? I failed!
:-/ I saw the darkest part of life. I was hearing myself calling loser. Though the definiteness in preparation has been thoroughly exhaustive, still I couldn't key in. I took lot time to realize I was still thinking about the same.
Nothing in this world has come to me in just a spark or without dying for that. This also has taken the same shape.
The dream of mine, has not yet died. It is still waiting for me to reach it. I believe in me, though this world calls me a loser, I've faith in me. I always wonder, why would companies test you on areas in which you still are novice. Technically, the exam was meant for a fresher like me, but practically, an experienced person can handle the paper with ease. I wrote the paper with good confidence. I realized all that I've prepared stroke me some or the other place in the paper. I narrowly missed the chance to get a call for the interview. I was all set prepared with abstract of the project, which I wanted to share with the company, not explaining the whole part though, but all effort went in vain.
I'm not asking for sympathy or condolence.
Company had its written paper and previous records of students who cracked the exam. Among students who took the exam, there were freshers as well as experienced and based on some algorithm, the evaluator has counted and kept the minimum cut off mark as 49.0 (had previous/ last year's top rankers percentile etc). I got 38.0 and this route no.11 has taken my fate away.
ROUTE No.11- what could this mean?
Is it something like, should I get this product on my own?
Like, if you don't have bus facilty, should it be assumed that, there should be your own transport ( your two legs) to carry you till your dream. Though the process is very slow compared to fastest travelling bus, it how ever makes you reach your target.
May be can I assume that, god want's me to achieve this on my own without support from that organzation just because I couldn't clear it, since I had no ticket to travel with that.
May be, though the result is slow and process is tedious, I would know the effort put in. There's a saying, "the more you feel the pain today, the more happy you will become tomorrow once it is cured."
I have to walk till my legs bleed and since my everlasting dream is to meet my dearest goal without leaving my dearest friend (FAILURE) which has been a motivator, a teacher, a mentor throught my life till date and is also continuing on with me on this journey, making me more stronger morally and technically.
YES! I CAN WALK TO WIN.
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